|Devin holding our son Noah at 5 weeks old|
WOW, it just hit me. Sitting in a Starbucks, enjoying my remade drink (long story), finishing my sandwich and an older woman walks in. By older I mean 40 or so. She's carrying a newborn and my womb leaped. That's right, this, 3 months shy of 40, womb LEAPED! I mean like I wanna find my hubby right now and get to work!
Those who know me, know that we haven't "waited" to have another child by any means. We've been married for 16 years and have only successfully conceived ONE time. That was 10 years ago. The result of that conception is our 9 year old, Noah. He's a miracle. God can do it again. He will! He always gives me the desires of my heart.
|Noah and his Dad rooting for the Cardinals recently...|
Up until this moment, I didn't know if I desired anymore... Honestly, I just let the desire fade. I had convinced myself that I was done. That actually I needed to be done.
Well, I now know that's not true. I'm ready for my baby who has been waiting to be wanted, loved, and desired. I desire... I do, I do, I DO!!!